How I wish to apologise to my late mum

"Sorry mak!  I think i have never made you as one of my good friends...

Afwan mak! Coz i have never tried to sync my life agenda with yours..

Aseefah mak! Coz I always feel that you are obliged to provide everytg to me. Pay my car, pay my bills, wash and hang my laundry, clean my car even prune the tree branches that overide my car..

Maaf Mak! I think we ought to fo through separate lives all together ...except when comes to money..."

Hehehe ni cerita drama semalam daaa...

But nice reflectn...dah gi minta maaf kat mak korang... Mak den dah ninggal. Alfatehah.. 

Tough giler bangat!

Its all of try and error kinda thing..

Now you move on.. Oops! You hit the wall. It is either you suffer from mild bruises on the forehead or end up with fractured nose!

In dire need of guidance. Oh my AlLah.. Make giving up out of my life dictionary ! Ameen....